Yesterday was CD64.
Before I continue, did I tell you I did the parsley tea?? No? Ok... So I tried the tea. Got down one glass (with some sugar while holding my nose). Then didn't drink anymore. That was 2 weeks ago..
For the past week I had been complaining to Steph about my boobs being sore. Annoyingly sore. Since I don't get period warnings I was HOPING it would be a sign of pregnancy, regardless of the bloodwork results from CD 26. She insisted that maybe my period was about to start.
Who won??
Well... yesterday AF arrived.
As disappointed as I was, I was wanting it to come so I could move on.
Because my doctor hasn't called me back and I'm too busy/offended to call HER, I decided that this cycle I am going to try the GNC Fertility Blend for Women. I thought about buying the men's too, even though his numbers are AWESOME, but that is yet ANOTHER $40 for something I can't guarantee he would even take.
If I'm not pregnant with this cycle, I will call the doctor again and up my dosage of Clomid.
I also plan on tackling DH so we can sit down and discuss or fertility plan. This road looks like it is just getting harder and I want to have a plan set.
I so have been there (especially with hoping af will arrive just to move on with long cycles). I was looking at my period tracker the other day and looking at how my cycle day legths were all over the place and just started crying,the Why am I so abnormal thing. Im sorry that your symptoms werent pregnancy. I went through the exact same thing my last cycle with the boobs hurting and everything (was even convinced because I went up a whole freaking cup size). This stuff is hard to deal with, and Im so sorry that you have been discouraged. I hope we can be here to support you the best we all can through this. I really am praying and crossing my fingers that this fertility blend will work for you =) Things will work out, your a strong women. Keep your head up =) If you need someone to talk to, just to vent or anything, I will always be avaliable =D
ReplyDeleteWell, I'm glad AF arrived so you can start over, instead of waiting and waiting! A fresh start is here, good luck, may this month be the month!
ReplyDeleteI know it's disappointing but I do think the tea may have helped some, maybe not like it would have if you coulda choked down more but if u usually don't have one naturally for months n months and this one came after 'only' 2 months, maybe that's a good sign! I know how discouraging it is but I think giving it a consistent try will at least help u get used to a routine of some sort. Tackling DH sounds like a great idea! You can decide together what steps to take next. Might be mostly u talking but who knows maybe he'll put in his 2 cents :-)
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