Monday, October 1, 2012
BFN!
So I took an hpt this weekend...how foolish of me. Bfn! Like I didn't see that one coming. My nauesa only went away for like a day and its back again. Oh and I have to pee like every 30 minutes. I dont know what the crap is wrong with me. I wish my body would stop playing games with me. I guess maybe I just have some sort of virus along with a bladder infection or something? Idk...life just makes me mad sometimes. I keep having that little slimmer of hope in the back of my mind saying "well maybe you tested too early", I would feel foolish testing again just to make myself upset again so Im not even putting myself through that. Hope I can get over this sickness soon.
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It makes me wonder because I swear I'd always get a uti or some kind of stomach bug when I'd want to be pregnant the most. Like someone playing a cruel joke on me. It's the worst feeling especially when others know what kind of sick u are and constantly try to "pump you up" and be like ooooh maybe ur pregnant. Then you get your hopes all up and then BFN. IF is an evil beach. Sorry it was a bfn but one day you will get ur bfp, I know, not comforting right now so let's just raise a middle finger to IF and try to enjoy the solace in your favorite post bfn dirty pleasure. Hope you get ur miracle soon.
ReplyDeleteI couldnt have said any of that better myself. Its really nice and helpful having people to talk to that understand. Thanks so much for the support. AF came yesterday, so back to square one and to try again with this cycle. I get really mad at how irregular my cycles have been this past year (really several years but now I have a tracker on my phone so its easier for me to see) makes me think that things are impossible but I know I have to have faith =)
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