Friday, March 1, 2013
So much going on, sorry for the crazy emotions
So this week has just been totally awful. Last Friday my husband got hit by a drunk driver and totaled my car. Thank God he is okay. The guy turned right into him, caused him to go left of center and hit another car, then he got spun around and landed in a yard less than a foot away from a gas main. I thank God sooo much for looking out for him. Then Sunday morning, I get a text from my stepmom saying my dad was rushed to the hospital and I text her back telling her I'm on my way and then she texted me back saying he didn't make it, medics said cardiac arrest. So now my whole world is upside down. My dad and I were very close and I was not prepared for this. Tuesday I had to pay 300 dollars to get my car out of the impound and then later that night I get a text saying my grandma (my moms mom) is in the hospital, thinking its a blood clot in the lung. I haven't heard anything back about it so I'm hoping no news is good news. I'm just an emotional wreck right now. I lost my mom when I was 15 and my dad now at 23. I wish so bad I could have given my parents grandchildren. Now when I do have kids, they will never know their grandma or grandpa. I'm having a very hard time with my dads death and I just wish this nightmare was over.
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Sheila I'm sorry you are going through this. Dealing with a death isn't easy. I cried myself to sleep for weeks bc thts all I can do when I lost two ppl tht were dear to my heart. Let it out don't hold it in sometimes its just the only thing you can do. Hang in there.
ReplyDeleteThank you so much. It is very hard. It seems like Im losing a lot of people that are close to me (my brother in law died last decemeber tragically in a car accident last december, he was very close to my husband and I) But my dads death feels like its ripping me apart =( Im trying to stay strong but honestly not doing a very good job. I wish so bad I couldve said goodbye...
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry to hear of your loss, I know lossing a parent is beyond the hardest, and makes it especially tough when it comes by soo unexpectedly. Let out that saddeness and heartache. I will take some time but you will get better. Continue pushing on.
ReplyDeleteThank you so much. Yes it is so tough. This is so hard on me, and it has also taken a huge toll on my immune system, I have been super sick. Im so mad, not at God, just the situation. I lost my mom when I was 15 and now my dad at 23. It isnt fair. I just feel like Im way too young to have lost both of my parents. I wish I could have said goodbye to my dad....this is really tearing me apart =(
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