I want a baby. I like reeeeeally want a baby, I want to will my uterus to be pregnant now... I'm having one of those bad days and it sucks... I feel like my husband would love me more if we had a baby, I feel like he would think more of us as a family if I was at least pregnant. He's wonderful, he really is... I'm just feeling so guilty right now.... Im so exhausted...
I want a baby
-mrs red
My biggest guilt with not being able to get pregnant is letting my husband down. He has really low self-confidence as it is and I feel like if my body could just succeed on this ONE thing, it would make him feel successful and not so harsh on himself. Every day I feel like I let him down and he can't grow to be the confident man I know he is. Just typing this made me cry.
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