Sunday, September 21, 2014

Sheila's update

So, it has been a very long time since I posted, so I figured I would update now that I have finally started some real treatment (of course last years being nothing but a joke). I still feel really foolish that I didn't start seeking better treatment much sooner. I feel like although I have technically been trying for approaching six years, it's nothing compared to what you ladies have been through. Don't get me wrong, I am not saying it's a competition or anything, I just feel guilty for everything you ladies have been through, and I haven't endured near as much and I am so sorry for all those hardtimes you have been through in this journey. I also am feeling kind of nervous about how late I started seeking treatment, wondering if I have alot more years ahead of me before I really meet my end goal: a precious baby in my arms. Then I am feeling a lot of guilt when being hopeful thinking "What if this treatment does work? That is so not fair to these other women who have endured so much more than me and are still struggling". Ladies, my heart is truly going out for you. You don't know it, but I really pray for you every day. Really, my heart is more for you to obtain your precious baby more so then me. I can't imagine the pain that your heart holds through all the failed treatments. I am so sorry. My first "real" treatment wasn't successful. The stress of going through everything was so much more overwhelming than I anticipated, and this is just a baby step compared to what you have been through. I am truly so sorry.

So, this was my first cycle taking provera to induce AF and first cycle taking clomid to attempt to make me ovulate. This was so much more overwhelming than I had anticipated. Of course those of you have been on provera, I am sure you know what the period is like....so yeah that was...."fun" but still I did anticipate that, so I knew it was coming and honestly although it isn't that pleasant, it wasnt that bad although my cramps were horrendous and had to be in the bathroom every 5 minutes. I took clomid on days 3-7, and got a little bit of mood swings but weren't as bad as I was expecting, so that was good. The more overwhelming parts were, charting (getting mixed signals with my cm, opks, and bbt on opposite days of each other were making me paranoid and drove me up the wall), we are also fighting the insurance company on coverage of my doctor's office visit. However, the MOST overwhelming part, was the doctor's office receptionist. She has NO CLUE what she is doing. Let me explain further.

Don't get me wrong, I think my doctor and especially his nurse are truly great. This receptionist however, has caused me  nothing but headaches. So my doctor sends me a card in the mail after my first inital visit and tells me my bloodwork labs came back normal, and to continue the provera and clomid as mentioned in his office and to schedule a 21 day cycle appointment. So the wording on the card makes me think I need to schedule an appointment. I call my doctor's office and the nurse answers and tells me that normally its just a blood test, but my doctor did have it in the system as an actual appointment, so she needed to check and make sure. I called back 6 hours later, and they still had no answer. So then, I call back the next day and tell the receptionist all of this, and she disregards what I say, cuts me off and says "You don't have to make appointments for 21 day tests, you just go to the lab and get your blood drawn". So whatever, for some stupid reason I decide to take her word for it. I go on CD 22 for my blood work (CD 21 was a Sunday). I first go up to the doctors office and ask if there is paper work I need to take down to the lab, she tells me no it should already be down there and if not to call and she would send it down ( Note: I did inform her that I was there for a day 21 progesterone test).
Then I proceed to go down to the lab and they tell me they have no paperwork, so I tell them what she said and she calls upstairs. So then they are talking forever, and based on the conversation I can tell they are struggling to find my information, and the lady at the lab desk tells the receptionist upstairs to fax it when she finds it. So I assumed they finally did find it, because they called be back for my lab draw. They take the blood draw and I ask when I can get my results- they tell me 24 hours. I call back two days later, only for the conversation to go as follows
Me: Hello, I was calling about my progesterone test results
Receptionist: Okay give me a few minutes to look that up
*wait several minutes*
Receptionist:Okay well we find your results but it looks like they did the prolactin, thyroid and blood pregnancy test
Me: I already had that done like a month ago...
Receptionist :One sec
*wait several minutes*
Receptionist :Okay well you were supposed to call us and make an appointment and then we would know which lab you were going to
Me: I called and tried to schedule an appointment and you told me I don't call anyone just to come get the labs done.
Receptionist: Oh, I am sorry about that. Let me connect you to the nurse

So then my nurse is SUPER ticked off about what happened, (but very nice and professional to me, she just felt bad about what they did to me) but after several phone calls between her and I that day, she cleared it up and found out she could still run my progesterone test with my previous sample.

A few days later I try to call and find out my results again. Conversation as follows
Me: Hello, I am calling about my progesterone results
Receptionist :(after getting my name and dob) Okay it says that it's .7 , It says your labs are normal. I don't know anything about the number but since your labs are normal that means you ovulated.
Me (confused after hearing the number .7 thinking that sounds incredibly low) Oh it was .7? And this means I ovulated?
Receptionist: Yes
Me: Okay thank you, bye.
(I got this card in the mail just yesterday, so later than these phone calls)

Then after thinking about it a while longer, I know this sounds low and theres no way this lady could be right so I decided to call back and demand to speak to the nurse to clear things up. The nurse then confirms what I already knew, that my progesterone is low, and moving forward we are uping my clomid dosage. So anyways, I was just incredibly annoyed that the receptionist first tells me I dont need an appointment, then sends the wrong paperwork down making me get the wrong blood work, then tells me its my fault for not making an appointment after she is the one who told me not to, then tells me the very wrong thing about my progesterone. If I wouldn't have known any better or called back, I would have just continued to think the medication worked even though it didn't. So yeah....that was annoying but could be worse so I am okay with it. So thats where I am at now. Af hasnt started yet, so will need to call and get more provera ordered along with the higher dosage of clomid, and that's where I am at as far as now. Sorry for the very long post. I truly hope all is doing well with everybody! Where is everybody else at on their journey? My thoughts and prayers are truly with each and every one of you :)
Sheila

Saturday, August 23, 2014

Jessica's update.



Hi all! I know that its been a while since everyone has updated their journey. So I'll start, 
maybe it'll catch on ;) 

A lot has happened in my personal life. I left Target and went across the street (literally) to be a front desk agent for a hotel. I've been here for 4 months I think? I've lost track! I really enjoy working over here. I don't miss working for Target a bit! I do miss some of my friends over there though. Daniel is still at the same place, but now we have days off together. At the fire department I've been put in charge of training since my promotion to lieutenant. At the farm hay season is in full swing, cows have been taken off summer pasture and brought home to have their babies. :) My favorite time of year is when all the babies are running around just outside of my house. They are adorable to watch them play! Its been a very nice summer for our family. My sister and her husband bought a house, all 6 of us loaded up in a Tahoe and went to Joplin Missouri for a canoe trip. We all had a lot of fun and enjoyed spending time out with nature and with each other. 

SOO... I guess the thing most people are following the blog about is the Fertility issue.. Daniel and I sat down a few weeks ago and discussed getting all of our check ups out of the way and starting fertility treatments in September. When I realized that September marked the 5 year mark of us TTC, I was ready to get the ball rolling again, but I didn't want to worry of all the Dr appointments to ruin the summer fun that we all had planned. So I just put it out of my head (which as you guys know is REALLY hard when your friends are all over Facebook announcing pregnancies and having babies) and tried to enjoy the summer. This week I went online and did some research and I'm calling to make an appointment next weeks with a dr just down the street from where I work to start the work up process and see exactly what she will do in her office without me being referred to an RE. So if you guys have any extra prayers or good thoughts that you could send my way that would be great!  

Let me know where everyone else is in their journey! Ill be thinking of you all! 

Tuesday, July 29, 2014

Shannon's Update

It's been awhile. Sorry for that. Life has been crazy and I haven't taken the opportunity to update the blog.

In April I had ovarian drilling surgery. I found out I was accepted to start nursing school this fall the day after my surgery.

In May I had a clomid cycle that worked!!! I even ovulated and believe I got pregnant but had a chemical pregnancy, where I lost it at 3-4 weeks. Hadn't gotten the + because I don't think my levels got high enough for that.

In June another failed clomid cycle. My right ovaries were trying to react this time but just couldn't get there.

July we started another cycle (today actually). I'm taking Clomid 100mg for 5 days (Tuesday-Saturday). On Wednesday and Friday I will be taking follistem shots (sp?) in replace of Bravelle and if everything works I will take Ovidrel to ovulate.

Yesterday my SIL also announced she was pregnant again.

My birthday is coming up on the 13th.

Nursing school starts on August 25th.

My summer in a nut shell. I may elaborate more in another post, I feel like I owe our readers that much. :)

Saturday, May 10, 2014

Mothers day for Non-Mothers

Lets face it. Mothers day for the infertile world will always be a reminder. Either a reminder of what we are currently going through or what we went through to get to a happy mothers day. 

I always wonder what we look like for the outsiders (the fertile's of the world). I wonder if we look silly to them? Do they pitty us? Do you look at your neighbor crying in church when they ask all the mothers to stand and wonder why the tear are running down her face. Honestly I don't make to church as much as I would like to admit. However, even if I was a regular church goer, I would most likely skip mothers day. I see it as a very public reminder that I am not a mother; I do not have a child; I may never have a child. In that moment, when someone wishes you a happy mothers day, as innocent as it seems, Its can literally feel like someone punched you in the stomach.  Its a pain that only a few will understand. How a simple phrase can bring you to your knees. 

Think about your infertile friends tomorrow. For most this is a hard day for them. Its had to explain, The pain that comes around this time of year for our group. I know I'll be checking in on my infertile friends tomorrow. :) 

Friday, March 14, 2014

Clomid + Bravelle + Ovidrel and IUI???

I know I haven't updated on the clomid cycles we did Aug-Oct 2013. Obviously they were unsuccessful, lol.

Now our treatment is 100mg Clomid days 5-9, 150 IU Bravelle injections day 6 & 8 (day 8 is today), and, if follicles respond... Ovidrel (date to be determined) followed by an IUI.

I have a sonogram Monday to see if the follicles are maturing... and then after that is still kinda in the air.

I'm really nervous. And excited. And scared. You name it.

I feel like everything is falling into place for this cycle but I worry that I'm going to jinx myself thinking that or thinking about anything baby related. I need to get out of my head!

Has anyone else done this before??

Thursday, December 5, 2013

Playing Catch-Up

I owe many posts updating about my fertility treatments since AUGUST.

Amazing how time flies between two jobs and holidays and fertility treatments. But I have a new laptop now and will be able to keep up more often. So, this isn't quite an update, but a heads up that I will update, LOL!

I'm not pregnant after the fertility treatments this fall.

Molly, previous author, had her baby on her birthday, November 30th. A little boy named Jonah.

If you are interested in being a guest, part-time, or full-time writer please fill out the form above or send an email to shannonw@fighting4fertility.org.in . I am getting emails now so I should be able to respond much quicker than every 2 months!

Now, to work on my updates...


Wednesday, October 2, 2013

Wonder Wednesday: how to act when trying to become pregnant

Reader question: hey gals, when ttc, do you act any different or just continue your lifestyle until you get a positive?

Short answer: when trying to get pregnant, act pregnant from the moment Aunt Flo leaves til she comes back!

Long answer: you never know when you will get pregnant. Would you want to risk losing a baby because you went on a weekend bender with the girlfriends? The general rule of thumb that any "get pregnant" book will tell you is that if you are trying to get pregnant, cut out all anti baby things out of your lifestyle. That means if you are a chronic caffeine addict, cut it out. Caffeine can actually lower your chances of getting pregnant. Caffeine is really a drug. An evil addictive drug! Not good for your body when over consumed so if you must have that latte, make it ONE medium coffee a day and work on cutting that out since you really shouldn't consume caffeine pregnant. There are studies that it causes ADHD or something. Then everyone knows you shouldn't consume alcohol pregnant so that should be cut out as well. Alcohol has been linked to birth defects and birth defects could be fatal to babies. What if you get pregnant and you drank to much alcohol and it caused a birth defect? The first 4 weeks the neural tube forms. This is the most common birth defect associated with alcohol. If you don't have a strong baby then it could cause a miscarriage or preterm labor. Neural tube defects could cause either of those things to happen. So don't do it! 
Other things you want to avoid are lifting too much weight or crazy death defying stunts that you wouldn't do pregnant. Now for crazy things I want to do I try to schedule them when AF is in town or shortly after.  Same pretty much with drinking away sorrows of another month gone by. 
I am always optimistic that "this will be the month" so yes I cut all caffeine out of my diet at one point and pretty much don't really consume alcohol almost ever. Just in case. 

Tuesday, September 3, 2013

About the Author: Sheila

Name: Sheila
Age: 24
Date of Birth: July 13, 1989
Nationality/Heritage:  American (portion Native American and British)
City/State/Country: Stoutsville, OH USA
Occupation: Part Owner @ Tara's Country Home Candles
Kid's Names and Ages: none
TTC Since: October 2008
Infertility Diagnosis: PCOS -2013 (getting a second opinion)
Spouse: Shawn, 26
Married: August 23, 2008
Religion: Christian
Tattoos & Piercings: Ears
5 Things I Love: God, My hubby duh, ice cream, fall (I think being in marching band in high school made me partial, lol), coke (caffeine is a huge weakness for me :( ), I will do two more, since the first two may not count lol: purple, hoodies in fall/winter and flip-flops in spring/summer
Favorite Books: The Bible, The Chronicles of Narnia, The Hobbit, Lord of the Rings, Harry Potter, Hatchet, The Shack, Battle Royale, Any V.C. Andrews book, Beowulf, Macbeth, To Kill a Mockingbird, Frankenstein, Pilgrims Progress, Wicked and much more
Favorite Movies: Shrek, Harry Potter, The Notebook, Grease, Avatar, Fox and the Hound, Lion King, Elf, E.T. and much more
Favorite Shows: Duck Dynasty, Big Bang Theory, Who Dunnit, Once Upon a Time, Star Trek (I'm a nerd :D), Boy Meets World, other than these I don't watch much TV
Favorite Music: Pretty much any praise and worship, Casting Crowns is my favorite. Also like Misty Edwards, Jesus Culture, Hillsong, BarlowGirl, Tenth Avenue North, etc. Also like Christian Rock such as Disciple, Demon Hunter, TFK, Skillet, Etc. Also love 80s music and some country as well.
Favorite Food: Anything spicy!
Six Things I Could Now Live Without: God, my husband.... seriously couldn't, my phone, my hair brush or hair ties, family and friends, flip-flops and hoodies according to the season, lol
I'm Really Good At: I am actually a very good writer when I sit down to seriously write (or at least that's what I have been told by many people). Other than that, not much talent, haha. My DH has all the talent, lol
I Spend a Lot of Time Thinking About: When and if I will ever be a mommy... Other than that, it depends. I think a lot, my mind goes non stop. It is actually quite ridiculous, lol
On My Free Time I: Well, I love Pinterest (especially new recipes and things to make for gifts) and Facebook. I also love to read. I write on occasion as well. I love spending time with family and friends.  
A Secret About Me: Well it's not much of a secret, but my mom died when I was 15 and my dad died February 2013. I try not to think about it and not to get all "woe is me", but when I do think about it I get mad because I feel I am way too young to have lost both of my parents. However, I know there are people out there that have it much worse than I do, so I try not to let it get to me.
If Money Were No Object & I Could Do What I Wanted for 1 Week I Would: Oh my gosh. I have no idea. I would like to say go vacation somewhere. I would rather buy a really nice house if money weren't an object. However I don't know if that lines up to the one week part, lol.
What I Talk About On The Blog: Diagnosis, second opinions, Emotions, Hope, etc
Blog Position: Facebook Poster, Pinterest Poster, Author
Contact Info:
Email: slimflutie@gmail.com; slimflutie@yahoo.com; sheilah@fighting4fertility.org.in
Pinterest: Sheila Hill; Waiting Mothers


Fertility Awareness Video

This hit so many parts of my life.
~Shannon

Sunday, August 25, 2013

About the Author: Mrs Red

I

Name: Steph
Age: 30
Date of Birth: February
Nationality/Heritage:  Mexican, Japanese, Irish/American
City/State/Country: San Antonio, TX USA
Occupation: Lead Software Analyst
Kid's Names and Ages: Sophie, born January
TTC Since: November 2006
Infertility Diagnosis: 2003 - PCOS
Spouse: Mr T
Married:  2006
Religion: Christian
Tattoos & Piercings: Ears
5 Things I Love: Fishing, biking, sewing, painting, camping
Favorite Books: Hunger Games series, Fahrenheit 451, 1985, Heartsick series
Favorite Movies: Forrest Gump, Couples Retreat, Hunger Games, Yes Man, I Love You Man
Favorite Shows: Grey's Anatomy, Bones, CSI, Good Wife, Walking Dead
Favorite Music: Christian music, Oldies
Favorite Food: Southern comfort food, pasta, sushi
Six Things I Could Now Live Without: My bible, my husband, my miracle baby, a bed, my water bottle, some comfy shoes
I'm Really Good At: I don't know if I'm really good at anything... I guess I'm a decent baker
I Spend a Lot of Time Thinking About: The future
On My Free Time I: Like to craft things and play with my miracle baby
A Secret About Me: I secretly LOVE the high school drama Degrassi...
If Money Were No Object & I Could Do What I Wanted for 1 Week I Would: Not work! LOL and spend it with my family on a beach somewhere
What I Talk About On The Blog: IVF, PCOS, juicing, success story, etc
Blog Position: Founder, Author, Designer, Facebook poster
Contact Info:
Email: stephaniet@fighting4fertility.org.in

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